Oh What Fun Mondays Are!!!

Alright so this weekend I think I weeded out some of my drama.
Ha Chris ....fuck him! Thats all I can say. Saturday night I went to the coaches house and watched some movies, kissed.. you know. Anyhow after I left there I met my friends at a bar. Where low & behold Chris was. I was told that before I got there he was just pacing the floors, but truth is about 10 mins after I walked in he decided to dance with some chick. UGHHHH I am not sure why I care about this guy but damn he is good at making me absolutely CRAZY.
Anyhow we didn't even speak at the bar, not one word. After a while he came and sat two barstools beside me while I shot pool. NOTHING .... He called me afer he left to ask what the fuck I was doing. Stupid ass! We let out alot of curse words to one another and I guess thats the end of us. Which will in time be ok with me.
Last night I couldn't sleep and I wanted so bad to talk to him but I refuse to call. Honestly I feel lost but the truth is .. Our conversations have disappeared. There is no reason that I should think of him as much as I do.


I got an email that reads..

Happiness keeps you sweet
Trials keep you strong
Sorrows keep you human
Failures keep you humble
Sucess keeps you glowing
But only God keeps you going.

He's the one I need !!!