March 9, 2007

Ok so today I have decided that my life is too dramatic for me.
Dating three different guys is too confusing for me.
Lets start with Robby, he is so much like me, a very laid back guy who is easy to relate to. A "simple man" is the best description I can give. I met him first, when we met I liked him from the get-go. Down to Earth and handsome, But there is something about him that bores me. I have known him for five months, two of which I was seeing someone who I liked and I just put Robby to the side (stood him up several times).
Why he is still around I am unsure. Now he knows that I am seeing two other people, I think we have just become friends. I like the thought of that but if he was to get a girlfriend and I didn't get to see him or talk to him I would be jealous.
Next is Chris... mom introduced me to him. I've only been seeing him about a six weeks or so. I like him ALOT... the thing is that he is always out in the bars....every weekend. I get to see him during the week and on Friday & Saturday nights well he is in the bar. I informed him that I wasn't gonna spend another weekend alone. At this point he decided that he would come see me after he was good and drunk (3:30 a.m. one night 4:30 the next). We tell each other that we love one another but I just don't see it.... CRAZY I know but whatever! Anyhow he jsut came out of an eight year relationship, maybe I am the rebound?