Just Another Day

As I sit outside listening to the birds and crickets after a good rain, I wonder what it will take to make my world come together. I admire the beauty of the weeds with yellow flowers and a fresh tilled garden. The little purple flowers that are on the tree at the edge of the wood line are beautiful. I await the time to plant, I love to work in the garden. I heard a shot and the only thing I can picture is a turkey with a long beard and glorious wingspan. I hear a bird and am unsure of the species or what song it is singing. Theres another shot.
If it wasn't so wet out I would be picking up the limbs that have fallin, some due to Katrina and others just form a light Mississippi thunderstorm.
For the people who read this our lives aren't quite back to normal yet. And I really can't begin to say when they will be. When hunting season began I wondered how much our wildlife had been affected. This year I didn't even see one wild hog. (I did see the deer)
I often wonder how the animals can just keep on keepin on. I am amazed at how the animals can change with the enviroment.
Soon the sun will set and another amazing day will be over. I watched this video that dd1979 put on her blog. I can't imagine living in hate like that. I take so much forgranted. You know my baby(he is 8) was Baptised a few weeks ago and my niece (14) will be Baptised on Sunday. Everyday that passes I think damn Crystal when are you gonna realize that you are so Blessed. When will I do right?
I know I should live my life for the Lord !!! At times I knwo that I am doing wrong and just keep on.. I feel like a hypocrit when I walk into church, I believe and I thank Him yet I don't do my part to serve Him. Whats with that?? I ask myself everyday whats with that....
I look into Diamonds eyes....she is so beautiful (siberian husky) and I imagine seeing God .... seeing all the truth in His eyes.
I write all this just to get it out.... Sometimes when I see my thoughts on paper I can get a better understanding of myself. Maybe noone will read this nor will they read anything else I have posted. I am good with that ... It's just sometimes nice to hear other peoples points of view. People who come from different aspects of life.... I quit for now... I have to get a sponge from the neighbors dog before I have a million and one pieces to pick up.....